Being Fat!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hello Peeps

Being fat is FAT really a word i wish it wasn’t as i have was always been  called fat my whole  school life which made me feel so great about myself NOT .

I have always been on the Large side .

I remember one day after school i came home ran up to my bedroom and prayed to god to make me thin like the model i saw on tv as i couldn’t take being called FAT and UGLY anymore i was made to hate myself which looking back was so sad .

Years on from then i still am fighting with myself on certain things i not happy with

So from tomorrow 6th feb 2017 I’m starting the silmming world diet plan with help from friends and family i no i will get to where i want to be .

I need to lose at least 6 stones which then will be a healthy weight for me .


Please dont get me wrong i love who i have become a beautiful plus size woman but for health reasons i need to lose weight.

And i want to take you lovely people on my journey with me .

Im going to be uploading weekly diet videos on my channel


and on here I’m going to be recording my weekly progress and how I’m feeling and if i have lost anything and so on

If your interested in chatting with me dont forget to comment below


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Helen x



My November favs 2014

Hello Friends

i can’t believe the start of the christmas season !!!!!!!!

I have put to together  the beauty items i have used is the whole of November .

1. HD Studio Photogenic Grinding Blusher £14.00

HD Studio Photogenic Grinding Blush compact allows you to grind just enough mineral-enriched cheek colour for one flawless application. Its out of this world and well worth the money .


2.Chanel Rouge allure gloss colour and shine lipgloss in number 15 SENSIBLE £26.00

An exceptional gloss to wear like a lipstick. The first gloss that combines lacquered shine with the bold style of an intense colour.


3. Chanel Les beiges healthy glow sheer powder spf 15 number 20  £.39.00

The finely-milled pressed powder blends on seamlessly with a lightweight texture that briefly absorbs excess shine. The “Healthy Glow” part of this powders name stems from the tiniest hint of radiance (so subtle that you really have to look closely to see it) and its non-chalky finish.


4.Chanel Poudre universelle compacte natural finish pressed powder £33.00

pressed powder is very finely milled and has a light pleasant scent (compared to EL – heavy scented), and i use this mainly to set my tinted moisturizer. It has only very light coverage, but enough to give my face a radiant finish. Not too matte, and does not tend to cake (unless the tinted moisturizer underneath is applied too thick).


5. Nars duo £26.00

Tokyo has so many reviews there really isn’t much more to add other than the plum shade from Brousse is great complement to this duo when added the outer corners of eyes.


6. Armani si £46.00

Giorgio Armani Si is modern and elegant. The floral notes are intense but delicate at the same time. An irresistible combination of strength and a timeless classic.


7. Chanel Sublime de chanel infinite length and curl mascara in deep black £25.00

An innovative, precious mascara for every-day wear, Sublime de Chanel expresses a timeless and ideal vision of femininity down to the tips of the lashes”.


I had a great time putting together my nov faves just hope you enjoy reading them

Please remember there will not be a faves for dec as I’m going to be doing best of 2014