Being Fat!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hello Peeps

Being fat is FAT really a word i wish it wasn’t as i have was always been  called fat my whole  school life which made me feel so great about myself NOT .

I have always been on the Large side .

I remember one day after school i came home ran up to my bedroom and prayed to god to make me thin like the model i saw on tv as i couldn’t take being called FAT and UGLY anymore i was made to hate myself which looking back was so sad .

Years on from then i still am fighting with myself on certain things i not happy with

So from tomorrow 6th feb 2017 I’m starting the silmming world diet plan with help from friends and family i no i will get to where i want to be .

I need to lose at least 6 stones which then will be a healthy weight for me .


Please dont get me wrong i love who i have become a beautiful plus size woman but for health reasons i need to lose weight.

And i want to take you lovely people on my journey with me .

Im going to be uploading weekly diet videos on my channel


and on here I’m going to be recording my weekly progress and how I’m feeling and if i have lost anything and so on

If your interested in chatting with me dont forget to comment below


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Helen x



Nespresso christmas drink review


Hello Friends

You may or may not know I’m a very big coffee lover and sadly i wasn’t getting on with my coffee machine .So my mum went out and kindly got me a new one by a brand called Nespresso which i must say i had only seen in a hotel room and friends house so didn’t no all that much about the brand .It came with a tester pack of coffee so i tried them and omg i was in coffee heaven and that meant all that came near heard about my new found friend miss new the Nespresso machine yes ok ha ha ha ha i have named my coffee machine .Anyway a few weeks after i went to a press event for something else and what company was there YES Nespresso and i got talking to there pr company and once i had got home i emailed them and they kindly sent me out the new Christmas range of coffee to try and review which like a good girl i have done and omg there are all lovely .

there is chocolate mint which i must say took bit of getting use to which meant two cups lol but was lovely then there is apple crumble which made me feel like i was around my granny house eating afters and drinking coffee mmmmmmmmmmmm and last but not in anyway least there is hazelnut dessert wow wow wow heaven in a coffee cup all i can say is nom nom NOM !!!!!!! .

lets now see what Nespresso say about there christmas range !!!!

Chocolate Mint 

An exquisite marriage of the fragrant roasted Livanto grand cru with delectable flavours of dark chocolate and refreshing mint a must for discerning .

Apple Crumble

A balanced harmony between baked apple flavours and biscuit notes of a crumble highlights the roasted notes of Livanto grand cru to evoke a freshly baked apple crumble .

Hazelnut Dessert

Paired with the sweet caramel notes of Livanto grand cru the hazelnut aroma will remind you of homemade shortbread cookies.

Apple Crumble Hazelnut Dessert and Chocolate Mint will be available from 10th November for a limited period of time from Nespresso boutiques worldwide as well as through orders from Nespresso customer care centres and online at for £3.50 for a sleeve of 10 .

I really hope you get to try this great brand of coffee if you haven’t already and i look forward to reading your comments

a very big thank you to Nespresso for letting me review there christmas range .