Being Fat!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hello Peeps

Being fat is FAT really a word i wish it wasn’t as i have was always been  called fat my whole  school life which made me feel so great about myself NOT .

I have always been on the Large side .

I remember one day after school i came home ran up to my bedroom and prayed to god to make me thin like the model i saw on tv as i couldn’t take being called FAT and UGLY anymore i was made to hate myself which looking back was so sad .

Years on from then i still am fighting with myself on certain things i not happy with

So from tomorrow 6th feb 2017 I’m starting the silmming world diet plan with help from friends and family i no i will get to where i want to be .

I need to lose at least 6 stones which then will be a healthy weight for me .


Please dont get me wrong i love who i have become a beautiful plus size woman but for health reasons i need to lose weight.

And i want to take you lovely people on my journey with me .

Im going to be uploading weekly diet videos on my channel


and on here I’m going to be recording my weekly progress and how I’m feeling and if i have lost anything and so on

If your interested in chatting with me dont forget to comment below


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Helen x



Make Up Revolution fabulousness!!!!!!!!!

Hey friends

Happy new year to you all I truly hope you all had a wonderful Christmas that’s if you celebrate it if not i still hope you had a fabulous break .

Also seeing the weather this week i hope when you go out you wrap up warm .

Let’s get on with the fun part the makeup 💄.

I cant say i have in the past got a lot from this brand i do have one or two eye palettes and a blush palette but that’s it .

But for Christmas my sister only went and got me a fabulous Makeup Revolution 12 Days of Christmas Storage Chest”with loads of there beautiful products in and omg i cant believe i have waited this long to open it but i knew you guys would want to share the beauty bliss moment with me .

But i would like your help !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I’m going to share with you what came in the box and what my first impressions are and then i want you guys to comment on the products you have tried from this brand and how they make you feel when wearing them and how they live up to ur expectations.

As I haven’t used this brand a lot before and love listening to other peoples views.But I have tried out few bits on this collection and put what i thing .

What we waiting for lets go !!!!!!!!!!!!!

And the first one i have pulled out is

Pro Go Brush Set

I haven’t had time to try these baby’s out yet but going by what i have tried from this brand they will be fabulous.

Eyeshadow Palette Matte (18) Eyeshadow Palette Shimmers (Night) Eyeshadow Palette Matte (Forecast)

This brand and eyeshadow palettes are so good, all of them have excellent dupes for more expensive brands, high pigmented and easy to blend. They are so affordable I cannot rate them high enough,

Blush Palette (Dream)

There a real bright & vibrant pink colours they makes a great contrast with a grey/black smoky eye it has a nice pigmentation to it with great staying power & goes on easy with a blusher brush.

HD Pro Brow Palette

This brow kit exceeded my expectations.  I was not expecting the shadows and wax shades to be so pigmented and the range of colours are lovely. The 2 highlighter shades are nice too however I wasn’t too keen on the wax highlighter.

Ultra Strobe Balm Palette

I’m yet to try and cant comment but i cant say how pretty they look and how I’m so excited to try

Aqua Priming Base

I find that it is really hydrating for my skin & helps with the application of my foundation!.. I use to pay loads at Mac but from now on I’m sticking too this baby

Make Up Fixing Spray

It is easy to use and definitely sets makeup and keeps it looking freshly applied for several hours. I highly recommend this fixing spray and as a bonus it comes in attractive packaging. It’s a must try

Ultra Strobe Cream

Tried this product out for a week, rather than repurchased MAC strobe cream and I was surprised. The product it’s self smells amazing, is so smooth and makes your skin incredibly soft and of corse it is also quite glowing on the skin. I’ve found I also like to blend it into my foundation too for a more dewy look. Overall the product is great and great value for money

Eye Primer
Lip Gloss set  (Euphoria /Amlification /Sheer )

I cant comment as I’m yet to try but once i do i will do a review x
Ok so that’s a wrap
Thank you so much for your support in 2016 and i look forward to another fabulous year with you

I have a YouTube channel if you fancy popping over and having a look and subscribing and liking
Big Hugs
Helen x

Party season ssshhhhhh Christmas party outfit guide 

Hey guys I can’t believe I’m saying this but the Christmas party’s are just around the corner and I have had some of my beautiful followers ask me what I would wear to my Christmas party’s so I have put together a wish list .

This will include clothing accessories and possibly my party perfume favourites .
Woohoo lets rock and roll 😜
Next Red Floral Full Skirt £55.00 upto size 20

Next black lace tee £42.00 upto size 26

Clake’s shoes Amali Opal Black Suede £60 upto size uk8 

River island Black velvet choker £6.00 available in to colours black and red 

River island Rose gold tone crystal cat ears headband £8.00 

Forever 21 Faux Leather Clutch £15.00 only available in black 


The perfume shop Chanel CHANCE EAU VIVE £55.00 

Please find below links to the websites in this blog post

I truly hope this helps you and I also hope you have a fantastic Christmas party and when you enter the room all 👀s will be on you . 
Big hugs 
Helen x 


Living A Dream !!!!!!!!





Hello Friends


Im so so sorry i haven’t been making blogs or vlogs its because i have had this flu thats going around


But to show my heart and soul is still in to it here my first ever promo movie


Don’t ever forget i love you all very much 🙂


Big Hugs




January collective shopping haul

Hello Friends


The month of January i feel is a shopping spree time so i did what i do best and went shopping on more then one occasions  lol


And i wanted to share with you lovely people what i got


I hope you enjoy this fab shopping haul


Big Hugs




January faves


Hello Friends


I really hope you enjoy my favs







Whats in my handbag

Hello Friends


I have been wanting to do the blog for sometime but was alittle worried see how people like to say bad stuff about people showing off when your not


But its done now i hope you enjoy this vlog


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My Perfume Favorites 2014

Hi friends


I have put together my 2014 perfume favorites

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M x



January sales shopping haul





Here is my sales haul



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My December most used !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hello Friends


hope all your shopping is now done and all wrapped .I know this post is early but i have a  best of 2014 coming at the end of the month plus my what i got for christmas post which might end up being a vlog  will be here on boxing day .

I know some of the item are in last months i just can’t stop using them



Tom ford Black Orchid





Christian dior Rosy Glow




Bourjois Pastel teint pressed powder



Rimmel Salon Pro (114 mars)



Rimmel Lasting finish (kiss of life)




Sleek Palette (Au Naturel 601)




Chanel Les Beiges (no 20)



Mac Fix +



Longchamp le pliage (m)



Charlotte tilbury makeup bag



Peeps i really hope you all have a great christmas and get what ever you have wished for and don’t forget to leave cookies and mince pies out for santa o and some warm milk


Very Happy Christmas