Being Fat!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hello Peeps

Being fat is FAT really a word i wish it wasn’t as i have was always been  called fat my whole  school life which made me feel so great about myself NOT .

I have always been on the Large side .

I remember one day after school i came home ran up to my bedroom and prayed to god to make me thin like the model i saw on tv as i couldn’t take being called FAT and UGLY anymore i was made to hate myself which looking back was so sad .

Years on from then i still am fighting with myself on certain things i not happy with

So from tomorrow 6th feb 2017 I’m starting the silmming world diet plan with help from friends and family i no i will get to where i want to be .

I need to lose at least 6 stones which then will be a healthy weight for me .


Please dont get me wrong i love who i have become a beautiful plus size woman but for health reasons i need to lose weight.

And i want to take you lovely people on my journey with me .

Im going to be uploading weekly diet videos on my channel


and on here I’m going to be recording my weekly progress and how I’m feeling and if i have lost anything and so on

If your interested in chatting with me dont forget to comment below


Click the link to my channel dont forget to subscribe


Helen x



Make Up Revolution fabulousness!!!!!!!!!

Hey friends

Happy new year to you all I truly hope you all had a wonderful Christmas that’s if you celebrate it if not i still hope you had a fabulous break .

Also seeing the weather this week i hope when you go out you wrap up warm .

Let’s get on with the fun part the makeup ūüíĄ.

I cant say i have in the past got a lot from this brand i do have one or two eye palettes and a blush palette but that’s it .

But for Christmas my sister only went and got me a fabulous Makeup Revolution 12 Days of Christmas Storage Chest”with loads of there beautiful products in and omg i cant believe i have waited this long to open it but i knew you guys would want to share the beauty bliss moment with me .

But i would like your help !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I’m going to share with you what came in the box and what my first impressions are and then i want you guys to comment on the products you have tried from this brand and how they make you feel when wearing them and how they live up to ur expectations.

As I haven’t used this brand a lot before and love listening to other peoples views.But I have tried out few bits on this collection and put what i thing .

What we waiting for lets go !!!!!!!!!!!!!

And the first one i have pulled out is

Pro Go Brush Set

I haven’t had time to try these baby’s out yet but going by what i have tried from this brand they will be fabulous.

Eyeshadow Palette Matte (18) Eyeshadow Palette Shimmers (Night) Eyeshadow Palette Matte (Forecast)

This brand and eyeshadow palettes are so good, all of them have excellent dupes for more expensive brands, high pigmented and easy to blend. They are so affordable I cannot rate them high enough,

Blush Palette (Dream)

There a real bright & vibrant pink colours they makes a great contrast with a grey/black smoky eye it has a nice pigmentation to it with great staying power & goes on easy with a blusher brush.

HD Pro Brow Palette

This brow kit exceeded my expectations. ¬†I was not expecting the shadows and wax shades to be so pigmented and the range of colours are lovely. The 2 highlighter shades are nice too however I wasn’t too keen on the wax highlighter.

Ultra Strobe Balm Palette

I’m yet to try and cant comment but i cant say how pretty they look and how I’m so excited to try

Aqua Priming Base

I find that it is really hydrating for my skin & helps with the application of my foundation!.. I use to pay loads at Mac but from now on I’m sticking too this baby

Make Up Fixing Spray

It is easy to use and definitely sets makeup and keeps it looking freshly applied for several hours. I highly recommend this fixing spray and as a bonus it comes in attractive packaging. It’s a must try

Ultra Strobe Cream

Tried this product out for a week, rather than repurchased MAC strobe cream and I was surprised. The product it’s self smells amazing, is so smooth and makes your skin incredibly soft and of corse it is also quite glowing on the skin. I’ve found I also like to blend it into my foundation too for a more dewy look. Overall the product is great and great value for money

Eye Primer
Lip Gloss set  (Euphoria /Amlification /Sheer )

I cant comment as I’m yet to try but once i do i will do a review x
Ok so that’s a wrap
Thank you so much for your support in 2016 and i look forward to another fabulous year with you

I have a YouTube channel if you fancy popping over and having a look and subscribing and liking
Big Hugs
Helen x

Living A Dream !!!!!!!!





Hello Friends


Im so so sorry i haven’t been making blogs or vlogs its because i have had this flu thats going around


But to show my heart and soul is still in to it here my first ever promo movie


Don’t ever forget i love you all very much ūüôā


Big Hugs




Living with ibs

Hi friends 


Today I’m going to be doing a blog post about ibs as i feel its not highlighted and people who have the disorder are scared to talk about it which makes it one of the least disorders known about in the public eye .


About 2weeks ago i went to see my doctor for test results and was told i have ibs which there and then i didn’t no what it was and if i was going to live long i no that sounds funny thats what went through my brain .I was acting like the world had ended i was scared didn’t want to talk to anyone pushed all my friends away until i went back to the doctor and told her i didn’t have a clue what ibs was and what i had to do to help make it better

She told me i wasn’t going to die from ibs it was a disorder of the bowel and that i needed to go home and test out what foods was setting my ibs symptoms off and write them down in a day to day book and from that ¬†i can see what i should and shouldnt be eating .

I went of the BUSCOPAN website to see if they has anything on there to help me understand the disorder and they did fact sheets useful mobile app and much more .

One thing thats helps me from that site the MANAGING IBS booklet ¬†there is loads of people in it talking about there ibs and how it makes them feel its a great booklet I’m going to add a few quotes¬†that stood out from the booklet .


1. Try not to be ashamed about discussing your particularly with you doctor

they will have heard far worse then anything you can tell them and the more

info you can give them the better they will be able to help you .


2.explain how it makes you feel rather then what it does to your body

physically .If they know the psychological affects it has on you then

they are more likely to want to listen and find out how they can help .


3. There are loads of people thats suffer with ibs and it really is so common .

Be open and share your experiences – most people have probably gone

through something similar at some point in there lives so its unlikely to be

shocking and talking about it can really help .


4. Look upon the gut as an alarm signal .If it goes off ,slow down and relax

don’t push through your symptoms you should take a break instead -catch

up with friends walk the dog or do something  you enjoy  doing .


What great quotes that will help me and hopeful you guys that read them

I bet now after reading down to here your wondering what the symptoms of ibs are well i have listed them below .


The symptoms of IBS are usually worse after eating and tend to come and go in bouts.
Most people have a flare-up of symptoms that lasts two to four days. After this time, the symptoms usually improve but do not disappear completely.
The most common symptoms of IBS are:
abdominal pain and cramping – often relieved by emptying your bowels
a change in your bowel habits – such as diarrhoea, constipation, or sometimes both
bloating and swelling of your abdomen
excessive wind (flatulence)
an urgent need to go to the toilet
a feeling that you need to open your bowels even if you have just been to the toilet
a feeling you have not fully emptied your bowels
passing mucus from your bottom
Due to the embarrassment, pain and discomfort of IBS, many people with the condition also have feelings of depression and anxiety.

This was taken from the nhs website 

Bowel symptoms

There are three main patterns of bowel symptoms in IBS. They are:
IBS with diarrhoea – when you have repeated bouts of diarrhoea
IBS with constipation – when you have repeated bouts of constipation
IBS mixed – when you have repeated bouts of diarrhoea and constipation
These patterns are not set in stone. You can switch from one to another and go for long periods with few or no symptoms at all.
Find out about the foods and drinks that can trigger the symptoms of IBS.

This was taken from the nhs website 


If after reading my blog post you feel you could have ibs make an appointment with you doctor and talk to them don’t leave it get it checked

And you have been told you have ibs like me and want to chat about it I’m here .


Here is the website address for buscopan



big hugs


M x


Living With Anxiety Disorder

Hello friends

todays blog post is alitttle about me !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I have had anxiety disorder for many years its stop me doing loads of things i use to love doing like going out with friends shopping along so on

I have tried loads of things to kick the disorder but was told i will always have it .

last year i was sitting at home thinking about my life and where i would be without this disorder and what could i do to help it go to a place where i can get on with my life i.e live with it

So i went to see my doctor and she said to me that theres loads of things she can try and i asked like what she said tablets i didnt like to sound of that i didnt want to be locked on tablets all my life but i had to do somethink so i said i would try them

She strated me on 10mg citalopram

Citalopram hydrobromide (Sit-al-oh-pram hi-droh-broh-mide) is a medicine which is used in depression and panic disorder im unsure how they work tho . 

After a month the tablets wasnt doing what my doctor wanted them to do so she up them to 20mg

A month on still wasn’t working so she up them to 40mg and bingo they started to work i started to feel more contant and happy still wasnt happy going out alone but i wasn’t in a black place anymore and my anxiety/panic attacks didnt stop they slowed down so i have 2 / 3 aweek not 2 aday .

Im not saying life is rosie for me because its far from it but its alittle better then it was

I do think a big part of my recovery is blog all you guys so a big thx you .

If there is anyone out there with this disorder and needs help go see you doctor there is light at the end og the tunnel


M x



Loom bands

Hi peeps


first i must say how sorry i am for not writing a blog post and big thank you to you all for sticking by me its been an odd few weeks any I’m back now and I’m starting off with something i have been doing the last few weeks while i haven’t been blogging and thats making things from rubber bands and its called LOOM this wonderful creature is hitting the world in a big way all the shops you go in have something to do with loom i have made bracelets .

now i want us all to try are hands at making a Baby Mouse out of loom bands i have a how to do part coming up in this blog all you guys have to do is ¬†one make sure you follow me on twitter then tweet me a pic to @makeupgirlyuk #loombabymouse and i will pick the best loom and send the winner a loom kit worth 10 pounds please don’t sent your personal details over the open net i will tweet the winner and dm there details good luck too you all this closes on the¬† 30 september 2014 at 12 midnight


i did not make this video i have taken it off youtube to help you guys




hugs M



Get to Know Me: The Beauty Blogger Tag!


Hi guys this is the last tag post for this week


This tag is to help you get to no me




1. Is your hair naturally curly or straight? I have very curly hair 



2. Do you dye it yourself or go to a salon?I have never dyed my hair. 


3. Do you wear the same style everyday, or do you change it?No!  i have panic and anxiety disorder and some days find live a little hard so on them days i would just put a cc cream and some lipstick . 

4. Do you do your own mani/pedi or go to a salon?i tend to do my own nails as i have come across and great gel nail polish by Avon called gel nails .

5. How often do you change your nail polish?Two times a week if needed 

6. Do you polish your toes in the winter or just the summerBoth winter warm colours and summer bright colours.

7. How long does it take for you to put on makeup?About one hour

8. What do you do first? Face or eyes?Face.

9. Do you collect makeup or just buy what you need when you need it?Seeing my a beauty blogger i tend to collect it .


10. How often do you wear false eyelashes?I find in hard to¬†apply lushes so¬†don’t tend to wear¬†them .


11.Why do have you become a blogger¬†?Well¬†I’m a¬†beautiful¬†plus size and proud woman showing that no one is¬†perfect we all have great this about us and two i love the¬†world of beauty and¬†plus size¬†clothing .¬†¬†¬†


Hugs x

Don’t¬†forget to follower me on twitter @makeupgirly78


I didn’t make this tag up another blogger did x


panic and anxiety my story

hi peeps here is a vlog about my disorders i hope they help you understand it pls like and comment


makeupgirly x